fuck this.

as entitled.

house of horrors

holy shit. poltergeist much?
'cause it's really normal to hear a child crying for a good 30 seconds and have the sound disappear from next to the window in a split second without a trace?
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

grrrrrrrrr

You seriously just don't get it do you! maybe you can expand your fucking mind soon and maybe draw some conculsions about how this sort of thing works?

it's not my time

It's like a spiral, sweeping everything down. It's causing my vocabulary to descend. My brain capacity appears to have hit it's peak. The things which clutter the surface of our unconscious seem to be the things which cause us the most troubles. You will refrain from hitting full potential if your unconsciousness brain power is in maximum capacity. It causes you to be empty in your current and conscious state. Reaction times are slower. Emotions can come out harsher than in your head, due to confusion.
Everything that is going on in my head appears to be a result of repression.

wow. wow wow wow, what a mess..

'love'

It's funny how I found a song which is just too appropriate..
Mental note to self: don't ever get sick of the band Ellington. They bring more potential than any white trash, voluminous fringed, over pierced little
hardcore band could ever bring.

For every single song i write for her there's about a dozen more she hasn't heard before but maybe they'll get her attention?
It's colder in the arctic, cooler and it's quick. I bet if i was there now it would feel like this, maybe, i need more attention.
The sky can't conjure up the guts to start a storm and everybody's racing home to get in doors maybe, they need attention? I wanted you to smile!

I cant wait to meet you (if you break my heart)
And i cant wait to see you smile (I'll break yours back)
I swear i'll stay and make the same mistakes you made look better!

If every single song i write for you makes you fall more in love with me what would you do to get my attention?
It's warmer in the summer, calm until it hits. I took all my chances but one i wish i missed, maybe there was no preventing the lovers
and the kisses that meant more than they should and all the late night efforts you wish we never took maybe i just wanted attention!

I cant wait to meet you (if you break my heart)
And i cant wait to see you smile (I'll break yours back)
I swear i'll stay and make the same mistakes you made look better!
Just smile as wide as you can!

I will never lose my voice, i will never lose my voice.
the first star i see tonight im gonna make a wish, i wish you were by my side so i could tell you this
dear god dont let my life become a broken ship, slowly drifting out to sea

I cant wait to meet you (if you break my heart)
And i cant wait to see you smile (I'll break yours back)
I swear i'll stay and make the same mistakes you made look better!
I wish you were by my side!

to the moon and back.

I was prepared to sit down and write an elaborated, detailed post about how 'love' is merely fluctuating levels of hormones and endorphins in the human body,
but then, I found myself happily swept up in those endorphins all over again.

universe